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MY GIRLFRIEND! SHERYL KOH HSIN YUN! TODAY IS 18 YEARS OLD! YAY GO BABY! HAPPY BIRTHDAY I LOVE YOU SO MUCH! YOU WILL ALWAYS BE MY ONE AND ONLY. AND I WILL ALWAYS BE UR GOOFBALL U LOVE! HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAR! MUACKS MUACKS MUACKS!!!!!!! BLOGGER!

- GOOFBALL -

okay sorry for the long break. Been having alot of things on my mind and just...too busy catching up with studying. Oh well. A levels are in about what..28 days? and here i am slacking my ass off giving the excuse that im too tired. Well i am..Anyway this post will probably be my last post till the A levels end. So yeah..thats about it.

Wells lets see what happened over my break. Lets start with the furthest ones

My results for prelims? C E S S U
Apparently U for econs is already bad. I really dont know what i did wrongly but i remembered that i forgot to study one important topic. Literally forgot that the chapter ever existed oh wells. C for bio is also apparently average already. So i guess i really have to buck up a whole lot before A levels start. My maths has been improving i would say. I can now do about what...9 questions in about 2 hours. That should be sufficient to complete the paper for A levels. And yea, the answers are correct.

Baby and I and getting along even better now. Some incidents may have happened, some misunderstandings, some misguided thoughts but yeah everything turned out well in the end. Now i know my mistakes, i have tried to change myself and i would say that i am changing and some parts of me have changed. For the better i guess. I really love her so much..so so so much. Cant bear to lose her. I'll do whatever i can to make our relationship last. We spent our 8th month together at a day at the science centre, had blast with her and all the fun things we did together, we watched the omni theatre together too. :D watched some documentary on bears. Now me and her hung up about cute little bears haha..I love her so much!!!!!

School has been a stressful environment. As u see people working hard, getting the grades. With me here trying my best but still not achieving. I somehow feel that sometimes i just wasnt meant for this place at all. Oh wells. im here, its ending. so..lets end it with a celebration. The tests, mocks and all those quizzes all amount to how much we have learnt and so far its been good. oh yeah my maths teacher kinda said that i would cry next year for my maths results because i was doing badly. I will show in her face a damn >C next year for MATHS! and probably say IN YOUR FACE!

The army has been sending this weird thing to everyone in school say that u can be commanding officer, powerpoint supervisor or an excel sheet manager. quite cool ah but the cool thing is the powerpoint supervisor. i like that status. hahaha i guess their resources just backfired on them? Lately the back ache has been back and the prospects of me getting into NDU..i dunno...just recently i suffered a blackout. I was playing rugby in school and when i tackled the guy, i suddenly blacked out. i dunno how i fell on the floor but the next thing i woke up...was everyone surrounding me and i was freaking dizzy. black out i guess...i dont remember a thing about how i feel. Been feeling the headache but its getting better.

Oh well i guess thats an update of the past and thats about it i guess..

See you after As

i am an idiot

Some people may think, ohh its just another month together..nothing much

BUT to my baby and i, every single month is one step closer to us being together forever..sounds mushy. BUT I STILL HAVE TO SAY IT! I LOVE HER SO MUCH!

Spent today going to science centre cuz both of us havent been there in a long long time. All the exhibits where freaking cool, expecially the floor lights where we ran here and there...making lights on the ground...oh and some science toilet analysed my poop. *no i didnt not really poop* i just had to sit on the toilet bowl. Highlights was the OMNI-THEATRE. We watched BEARS the show. ALL the bears were freaking cute and it was about how we could save their habitat and save them from extinction. Bear cubs are like super cute, but their survival rate from young are like 50/50 cuz there are many challenges for them to face. like swimming across a stong current lake, or facing food shortage.

After science centre, we went to Ion orchard to eat at WATAKI. gladwin introduced one since he was working there. the food there not bad, seriously and affordable for the price too. Will definetely be going back there again.

8 months together! WOO..

I love you baby girl
I love you baby S
I love you darling
I love you Sheryl
I love you sweetheart
I love you honey
I love you love
I love you baybeh

Tomorrow is the last day of prelims..

I don't remember for how long have i waited for this day. But who cares A levels is still ahead.

Its been a tiring 3 weeks, tomorrow it will end. But in about 4 days after that. It starts all over again. Papers so far havent been easy, killing everyone in their way. I wonder if its really the A level standard or harder. If its harder, then its good for all of us i guess. But if its A level standard, well i'm in deep shit. Oh well...tomorrow it will end

Back to racking my brain for maths..

Was it really an opps? i guess i knew myself, always getting myself into these kinds of situations..not only affecting myself but her also. I just dont learn...Why cant i see the reality that im making the stupid fucking mistakes over and over again and i just cant seem to change myself. What the fuck is wrong with me.

This isnt helping us. Its only tearing us apart. Thanks to me..and my stupid character.

honestly, i hate my life. I sometimes wish that..a car would just come crashing right now into my body. But no..im not going to think that way anymore. There are too many things i have gone through to end like this. Too many. There are people who be sad, my family, friends and her. How am i suppose to let them down like this. I guess its just another teary night tonight.

On the bright side at least that last phrase rhymes..

Reuben Fong, some people call me Reub, some Ruby, some just Fong. I'm just a boy trying to leave an impression in everyone's heart. I can solve your problems but can't solve mine. What a hypocrite

She is the coolest female drummer in the world, makes the world's best cookies, great fashion sense and an angelic smile. I have yet to hear her drum. But her cookies are the BOMB!

Nothing much to hate about. If i would to hate you, your name would be here

Mostly sports and playing computer games. Playing soccer or Dota? call me, Softball? no thanks.